I barely make it through my day
Without thinking of your face.
Can’t lay down in bed at night
Without thinking of your embrace.
Costly words and harsh intention
Tuck your tail and run.
It isn’t hiding if nobody is chasing
Then really, where is the fun?
To everyone I know he doesn’t exist
He’s a fragment of my mind.
They say love conquers all
Some even claim it is blind.
He lives in the shadow I walk with
An eternity of facing my ache.
The yearning of wanting him here
Thinking of all the love we could make.
He waved a white flag once in earnest
Hoping to catch me off guard.
I knew what I was facing
I just didn’t know it would be this hard.
He lives in every crack in my soul
He’s the being within my heart
The lesson I needed to learn this time
Because now, I’ll be smart.
He’s an angel in perfect form
The perfect, ideal man.
I whispered the secret to getting my heart
Then told him he is the only one that can..