I wore the polish just like he wanted
The red panties, he wanted me to wear
He’d say I could just come and get him
But he wasn’t really anywhere.
Bought the house so he’d see I was settled
Maybe even make me his wife.
Trials and tribulations abound
In this ever changing life.
Changed all the things with me that dulled
I wanted to shine for our souls.
When once we found the desire so pleasing
We found the blanket was covered in holes.
I know you are thinking this is fiction
But I swear to everything it is true.
What makes one see the darkness of night
One can only see it blue.
There is a picture I’ve always wanted
He swore one day it was mine.
It was like he was telling the world I was his
But to everyone else, it was a sign.
I’d go on and on for hours
Telling everyone I hated to boast.
She said “he’s best kept secret in life
But how does one love a ghost?”